anyway it’s national coming out day, apparently. totally snuck up on me.good timing, though. so i’ll take this opportunity to say i’m pretty sure i’m pansexual? leaning 90% toward women and femme presenting people but like. testosterone is a hell of a drug. i’m realizing i’m into dudes and masc presenting folks as well. i … Continue reading National Coming Out Day 😀
First of all, I don’t know who sent me $100, but thank you so much. I going to try to stretch it as far as possible. For those of you who are not aware of my situation, please check out my donation post: click here. I decided to do NaNoWriMo this year. I have an … Continue reading Couple of updates
I was thinking about trauma and dangerous situations, like you do, and I also realized that in connection with some of that I’ve been trying to, in a way, reinvent the fucking wheel. A more accurate way to put it would be to say that I’ve been sliding away from a certain set of coping … Continue reading You’re asking why the pain is always equal but the joy just never spreads around.
The one decision I would undo, if I could, would be when I decided to take Brandeis up on their offer of a partial assistantship. I would instead have accepted Wyoming's full tuition and fee waiver, assistantship, and the additional travel stipend they offered. I wish, now, that that was the choice I made. But … Continue reading So, you fucked up your life.
Brain fog is not cool at all. I'm reviewing Frege's Begriffsschrift, which is something that I want to be doing. No one's making me; I genuinely like reading dense pieces about logic and philosophy and math. Serious business. But brain fog is no joke. I want to focus, but my brain won't cooperate. I'm just … Continue reading Brain fog
There is a void blooming inside me, A galaxy waiting to be born. My body is not mine, A probable crushed culture shock and awe. Please release me. I want to go home. We have to go back to the start. It might be too late.
A moment in the soul, point by point, through the passage of time and space, leaking out into the physical world. A soul in mathematical theory, captivated by a single searing interest, worlds in worlds to infinity falling again and again. A longing, hungry and loud, reaching into deeper and more remote hidden doorways and … Continue reading